Objects in the rear view mirror
I sat on my own in the pub this afternoon, just for an hour after walking into town. There were some teenagers trying to get in and daring each other to wander through. It made me think about my own childhood and how I've reflected on it so much since becoming a parent.
We never had that urge to get into pubs when we (me and my pals ) were young. We did the exact opposite, the local woods were our stomping ground where there was no one. I remember wandering around what was essentially a medieval wood when I was 15, my own playground. I can still trace every path and copse in my mind. The tunnel under the railway cutting, the fenced off bit where a world war two airplane crashed (and you could still find the bits of metal from it).
I had a very blessed childhood; even though I lived on the edge of town, I had the run of the country. We wandered through those woods even after dark, which was a frightening and exilarating experience, which probably explains my love of the dark now... There were so many rooms in the woods, each with a different character and atmosphere. Cross the road into the estate and you were in a completely different world, another wood, one where I swear I saw a ghost at 6-00 one summer morning while stalking rabbits...

